Extra! Extra! (11:33 PM)
we got down the integrated presentation today, which is kinda good. well, finally the pressure is off the back.
this self-esteem issue sometimes still haunts me down occassionally, the game only helped me to a certain extent, towards certain issues. Financial matters, I've still got a long way to go. Well, I'd be making plans and trying to adhere to them, especially monetary issues. It seems to be damn sensitive to me.
finally, after graduation I'm going devote more time and effort into my relationship. need to spend time with her upon graduation, or she will face very tough 2 years when I get into NS.
I want to exceed expectations in everything I do, I want to be the best.. I cannot be lazy anymore. haha.
trust me, I will beat you down, flat.
- Sylvester
