Extra! Extra! (3:39 AM)
it's almost 4am in the morning.. some people deep asleep, for some already working hard. what are you doing?
on the last few days of my block leave, here I am, sitting here... wondering what's going on in my life. what is the next time I am going to take, how can I overcome some obstacles.
I feel that I reached another point of my life whereby some things just became stagnant, some decisions caught me off guard, and I need some proper guidance. the person whom i needed the most can't be here any more.
I thought my life was pretty fixed, I thought I found my path in life. Unfortunately, some events cause you to make a detour, take an alternative route or even cause you to stop and just think there. It's not easy to make decisions sometimes.
I want to do well in everything I do, I want to make everyone around me proud. I want to turn back time, I want to perfect this. I can make it right, I tell myself. but do you believe in me?
posting will be out, in about another 6 hours time (and Im probably asleep then). This simple message is pretty crucial to how my life will be in the upcoming months! oh well, wish me luck! i hope for the best.
i cant keep up, i cant back down.. I've been losing so much time.
- Sylvester
