Extra! Extra! (5:27 PM)
i wrote once, that guys love hot girls and fast cars. that is one of the main reasons why the power struggle in our society. only the rich can afford, the powerful and rich triumphs in society.
oh well. this distinctive difference was so clearly established in front of me because I'm serving the army. Inside the camp, who's rich or who's not doesn't really matter, everyone has a fresh start. our results solely depends on how much effort you put in or how well you perform. no parent backup or whatsoever.
oh well, back to reality.
I've been feeling kinda low. Not exactly pleasant incidents have been occuring in my life.. So, even during my block leave it's filled up with none stop trainings and activities to push myself to the point where I just fall asleep or knock out on alcohol for now.
I hope sometime, someone will just come along and take me away and show me the way. NS opens your eyes, changes your behavior, forces you to grow up, as well as takes away some aspects of your life.
Damage has been done, words have been said.
Can't some things just go back to the way it is.
- Sylvester
